when I think to myself,
and I wonder what I've done
to deserve all the pain,
that I have inside,
alone in my bed,
I try not to see what I could have been
your new boyfriend,
thats just what I want,
for Christmas this year,
I'll pray and I'll beg
I just need you here
I just need you right here

a small thing,
that I'm asking
I just need someone to hold me near,
and I need, your arms were holding me tight until I fall asleep
and I can't think of no one else,
I miss you so much that I hate myself
I think of all the things I should have said
but now you're gone and I'm in pain